日记

开始习惯常写日记了。打算写我的一点一滴，我的心情，我自己。。

所以，很快我就会把这部落格封锁起来。。当是私人日记。。

可能，我不想让太多人知道我的内心世界吧。。另一个自己。。

伤心

我被回绝了，还真难过。可是我想被拒绝了一次，不代表永远都会失败。
而是应该更加努力。。希望有一天会感动到她。。

相识相知便是缘。。人生就像神话一样。。
梦幻，虚无缥缈，酸甜苦辣。什么都有。
在漫长的，交错纵横的人生道路上。
我应该这样寻找自己的路呢？
有时候我常常想，我真的怕失去自由，失去我的理想，
失去我现在的一切一切。那将是多么可怕的事情。
所以我一直在努力寻找自己的人生目标，
但是想归想，现实总是那么残酷，真的不知道这么面对。
我想说人生就像一场梦，
实验是检验真理的唯一标准。
可我的人生经得起实验的检验吗？

兄弟

什么是兄弟？

我了解的是，不计较金钱，互相体谅，有事情尽量帮忙。。可是为何我的兄弟跟我就好像陌生人。。不能敞开心扉，谈心事呢？

为什么在兄弟间，要谈什么金钱？ 又不是几千几万块，而是几十块。。工作赚来的钱又比我多还跟我算得这么清楚 。。人啊，计较这么多干嘛呢？计较这么多会开心吗？

我这个人很随便，不爱计较。。可是不要当作是理所当然。。需要帮忙的话，如果在我范围之内，我一定帮。。可是在兄弟间，只有我一个这样想是不够的。。

我累了。。

我好像尽快搬出去。。离开这个地方。。再呆下去真的没意思。。

我

这几天，想了很多。。有好的，有坏的，有开心的，也有难过的。。

今年，好像经历了很多事情。。

第一季，在马尼拉奋斗。。看了很多，学了很多。。在那工作，才知道家的温暖（我觉得这是最大的收获）。。还记得新年时，我得在公司上班赶工。。这感觉真得不好，好寂寞，孤单。。当下有冲动想回家。。这时，我爸打通电话给我。。问候我，关心我，真得很开心。。现在才明白一通电话，是那么的重要。。

第二季，回返新加坡找另一份工作。。我目前做得还蛮开心的，有打算在这公司这奋斗几年。。

虽然现在过得不错，可始终觉得我的人生缺少了什么。。

是不是在等另一半的出现，能与你分享喜悦，为她付出呢？

又或许就是她，可是没勇气表达爱意。。

我好喜欢下面这句话。。很有意思。。

世界最远的距离，就是我在你面前，而你却不知道我爱你。。

我的秘密花园

听说在白沙浮附近有个很特别的一个餐厅。。叫做我的秘密花园。。

这个地方还真难找，果然很神秘。。如果没仔细的找，还真找不到哦。。

就昨晚，在那享受了美丽的烛光晚餐。。

好美的气氛，好味的美食。。好完美。。

Salmon Steak

Cod Fish
Hot Date

今晚的主题，就是鱼了。。好喜欢他们的鱼，很新鲜，口感很好。配上他们的酱汁，有助提味。。

接下来就是餐后不可缺少的甜点，选了‘火辣约会’。。还蛮好听的。。

这一道甜点还真特别，又热又冷。。真的很不错。。好想点其他的甜点，像‘罪恶之爱’，‘提拉米酥’。。没关系，来日方长。。

**给特别的你。。希望你喜欢我送你的生日礼物。。虽然有点迟，应该没关系吧？

生日快乐！！

一首歌

林俊杰 - 期待爱

my life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放一份爱
why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我实实在在
不管帅不帅
想要找回来自己的节拍
所以这一次
我要勇敢大声说出来

期待期待你发现我的爱
无所不在我自然而然的关怀
你的存在心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来
是因为爱
我猜你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯 靠越近越明白
不要走开
幸福的开始就是放手去爱

不知从几时开始，渐渐的喜欢上这一首歌。。
为何喜欢这首歌，我也不知道。。
可能是玄侓，也可能是歌词。。
或许有其他原因使我爱上她，只是我还没发觉。。

Happy Birthday Jeremy & Shirley

This is absolute disappointment. Had dinner celebration for Jeremy's birthday at Bali Thai. The food is not fantastic but definitely the price did surprised us. Paid this amount for this kind of standard :(
Nvm, let's not talk about that anymore...

After the dinner, went to Plasma..It's Shirley's birthday celebration..Was surprised that so many ppl were thereand packed..had some beers even though i'm on MC. Don't dare to drink that much cos afraid can't wake up next morning for work.

Work life...let's not talk about it...take a break :)

Next. i'll talk about 我的秘密花园。。请期待。。

What's Wrong?

Today at work, things ain't going smoothly as i hoped. Made some small mistakes dues to my carelessness..although it's just a small one due to my inexperience, somehow it has impact on me. Blaming myself isn't going to help, guess i have to be extra careful next time.

What a demoralising day..

Dell XPS M1330

Soon to receive a brand new laptop from Dell as a replacement. Don't ask me how or why. Because it's 不能说的秘密 and i'm too solid :) Since i've got a laptop from the company, therefore i decided to let go. Any interested parties?

Tiring Week

This week isn't my week after all. Requests keeps coming in and working alone is tedious. There's a new secretary just joined, at first thought she's just another normal user but i'm WRONG! In 1 day, she can call me up at least 5 times on asking IT related issues. 5times!! Isn't that too much? This is getting absurb, hope my new office will be ready as soon as possible.

On my last post, talked about MWG Zinc II. Singtel gave us new sets but battery problem still exist. I did all the settings recommended by MWG, and the battery lasted for just 10hours, without any phonecalls. I guess don't need me to say anymore about this product. Disappointing.

Why does people get redeye so easily? Jealous? Even vying over which models of laptop they holding. Like today, i replaced a laptop for a lady director, another director happened to saw it. He called me, "When will mine be ready?" I was like huh? I didn't receive any instructions to change it for him. Just a laptop, whats the big deal.

Dell Latitude D630. Just received this brand new toy from the company. Overall the performance is still good, it comes with 4GB Ram and Nvidia graphic card. But the weight isn't that attractive, like carrying a dumb-bell to work :(

MWG Zinc II

This phone originally is from O2 but now is under MWG as O2 has withdrawn from Asia market. The design looks cool but..tons of problems. Directors have been complaining to me about this phone for about 2 weeks even when they are at overseas!! Help me kill MWG please.

Let me list down some of the problems.

1) Battery Life can't even last ONE day without Phonecalls, Bluetooth, Wireless. (Superb!)
2) Intermitten lost detection of SIM Card. (Solid!)
3) Phone hangs. (Well..new phone eh..)
4) Gave Blackberry charger for one of the set purchased. (King!)

Seriously, the phone only looks nice and nothing else..Kinda disappointed with MWG now..

Something Interesting..

There's a quiz link i saw on LY's blog, find it quite interesting..Decide to test it out too..

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Does the quiz really tells who i am?

Dinner @ Xing Wang

Met up with polymates last night to have dinner @ Cineleisure. It's been very long since we last gathered which is like almost 2 years. Feels like we're back to poly times..haha..

The above pic is what i've ordered..Dry Seafood Hor Fun..It's really alot lor, i can't finish it but lucky Adam helped me clear some..maybe he's still hungry after eating his baked rice..the hor fun is quite value for money..After the dinner, we talked about alot of stuffs..about studies and work..

I realise most ppl after their NS, they're lost..in terms of which path to take..usually i'll tell them, if they don't know what to do, and parents are able to support your further studies..GO TO STUDY!! Get a degree then say..this path confirm no wrong..

Most of my friends, including myself are interested in taking Business course..and i believe this is a good choice. And also not forgetting about Finance, this is a good one too..SIM now offers a new course 'Human Resource Management' this falls under business too and this will be a very good degree as HR market is booming..

I want to study but money is the main concern which kept me off. How i wish i could take up study with no worries on school fees..

Being independent is hard but once you have overcome it, a newborn yourself will appear.

Sushi-Tei @ Raffles City

Ly has a sudden urge to eat sushi, then decided to eat at this outlet. I like their design of wooden path and the lightings by the side :) it's unique and can hardly find this type in shopping centres.

Went in and saw some queues, thought the queue can clear very fast. Indeed very fast, bcos manager is taking down the names and contacts of the customers and will inform them once the seats are available =.= Waited for 45mins for the seats to be ready. Waited for 45mins at least give us a better seats please and not the seat infront of the chefs, i don't need to see them cooking ler..but at that point of time didn't think that much as 2 hungry ppl are dying..

Ordered quite alot of food, main dishes like cold noodles and japanese curry rice. Side dishes like chawanmushi, sashimi, temaki, and some random sushies which i forgot the names. Quite disappointed in their curry rice as it taste totally like maggi-mee..i reckon maggi mee curry is better =.= Ly ordered the cold noodles with mixed ingredients(like chinese wedding, first dish is called Leng Pan), quite nice actually in terms of looks and taste :)

Overall like the food and maybe the ambience if we are given better seats..haha..

There's more Japanese Restaurants i have yet to explore. Like Hanabi near CHIJMES and 2 other restaurants in Cuppage Plaza. Who's interested?

Blogging

It's been 2 months since my last post. Probably ran out of ideas and stuffs to blog about. Just got myself a job at Jurong International Business Park, quite a nice environment to work in. It's a Norwegian company, and they are really nice people. At first, thought i might have some communication problems with the Norwegians because of their accent, surprisingly their accent isn't that strong :)

Every job, starting is always the same..BORING..but time flies fast, tick tock and it's time to go home. Maybe i should start a habit of updating my blog whenever i'm free.

Next i'll update on my trip to Genting Highlands and dinner at Sushi-Tei Raffles City.

Mushies...

If there are 100 people in this world that loves you, i am definitely among them...
If there are 10 people in this world that loves you, i am definitely among them too...
But if there is no one else left in the world that loves you...
That means i am no longer on this world because i can't have you...

When is your birthday?
The day when you were born...it's possible that it might be raining heavily...
Why is that?
Because the heavens were weeping over the ONLY angel descending onto earth...

Today when i return home...
I will go get a Global Positioning System (GPS)
Why is that?
Because i realise that i'm lost inside your heart...

Love is like a can...
Even though it will go out of shape, but it will not be destroyed...

Even though i dislike spring, but i like the flowers...
Even though i dislike summer, but i like the rain...
Even though i dislike autumn, but i like the falling leaves...
Even though i dislike winter, but i like the falling snow...
Even though i dislike the world, but i like you only...
(You are the whole world to me)

Do you know what's the color of the shirt that he is wearing?
Green...
Is that so?
Since i met you...
Other than you, the rest of the world is black and white to me!

Do you know why i'm looking at you like this with my eyes?
To me, the moment when i blink my eyes is very precious to me as well...

Every night i go out for a walk...
At 9pm, i'll walk to a place, do you know where that place is?
Where is it?
Inside your heart...

Another Day

Yesterday went to a coffee place near California Fitness in Somerset. Order their Cafe Mocha, it's really quite nice..guess i got addicted in drinking coffee in Manila :(

Question: Why i got addicted in drinking coffee?
Answer: Our dear Nicholas(蛇王), always asked me out to snake during office hour, and hang out @ Starbucks or a Cheesecake house drinking coffee..that's why..

After enjoying the coffee and played some games @ Cineleisure, sat down outside the building. I actually enjoyed looking at the people around, looked how they dressed and present themselves. Saw a couple, the guy was wearing very 'Lok' and the ger dressed up well, is this the trend? Can't really stand that when the ger put in effort in dressing up and the guy don't..

Yeah it's dinner time, had Japanese food at Cuppage Plaza..called '饺子王将' if i'm not wrong.. their Japanese Curry Rice is really nice and cheap, just $8/$9 for it..and their pan-fried Gyoza is nice too..didn't manage to take photo of those cos i'm too hungry to think of that lol..i'll recommend eating there cos it's really worth it..

As suggested by my friend, we went to Plasma, a ktv pub near Parklane..had a drink and chilling..manage to know some new friends through the 'Queen of pub' haha..she's the boss of the pub :)

That's how the day ends...kinda boring eh.. sobx..hope to have some things or people that will light up my life...

Back to Singapore

Finally i'm back to Singapore on 8th March 2008. Left the company due to quite alot of reasons..i better dont list out if not all will be sleeping back there..

Been in Manila 3 months, not too long and not too short, exposed and learnt alot during this trip..in terms of life and work, they're totally different from what i see or learnt in Singapore..

I shall talk on my colleagues..
Nicholas(烂人一个）- This particular guy talks alot of meaningful things to me and my other colleagues, which i totally agreed on what he said cos he's been through all these..when he's eating snake, will MIA at least 1hr lol, sometimes my boss also bey tahan..really glad that i came to know this person..he can really talk alot..imagine both of us sitting @ starbucks for 6hrs of chatting!!

Henky(Prince of Ayala) - Ayala is the condo i stayed in and well he's the prince..not sure how he got the title but he got it before i'm there haha..he's shortest among us, another slacker, everyday ask me out to smoke cos smoking is his only way to eat snake..and I DONT SMOKE!! he still ask me every now and then =.= then i became passive smoker duh..if i die young, please blame him..lol

Daniel(大牛) - Quite obvious how he got this nickname haha..he's a nice guy, my roommate who joined later than me..the only guy that i shared most of my stories with..he too has shared alot with me too..after he heard that i'm leaving, he thought of quitting too but somehow i persuaded him to stay and gave him as much support as possible..

That's a short summary on my 3 colleagues..

Revived!!

As suggested by LY, i shall revive the blog...

Bird View

Finally i'm updating some photos :P These are the views from my apartment =) Cool eh hehe..